im never on here anymore because so much shit has been going on this year. and it pretty much was breaking me. it's getting better, and it's pretty much fixed. but im thinking of deleting this. im never on anyways. n i havent drawn hardly this year with everything that went on. im trying to start drawing again. i know i always used to draw, draw, draw. and it was my passion- is my passion. and i wanna start drawing 24/6 again. i need to get into the swing of things and get my step back into beat. currently im liking new things- to draw and write about n such. i jus gotta find a nook where i can do alla that and be free and have it come easy. i guess yew could say i got artist block. that's the thing. i do not dig it at all. i feel kinda... lost without knowing what to draw... summer is coming soon, there's about 5 days of school left. curwood is this weekend, n imma go crazy. chillen with muh sis, bes frenns an anyone else who wants to chill. muh sis's bringing meh n joelle some uhh goodies haha. cha know what i mean. im so strung out, i wanted to start up in muh room! fukk. it's just getting so hard to live here lately, the rents are on muh case 24/5 an i cant stand it, they dont let meh be meh, im suffocating, but i dont think they care what i want, it's what they want or nawt shit. i've started reading Nikki Sixx The Heroin Diaries, that book... damn... it's good, it's jus.... amazing actually. many people dont make sense these days; many things dont make sense these days. but cha know, i dont care anymore, i dont care what they have to say to or about me anymore, i dont care what they think of me i dont care about anyone but my frenns, cause they have proven they need meh in their lives so i know frill that i need them in mine. this summer i hope- but doubt- to get a monroe, lip ring, do a shitton to muh hurr, n other silly things.
i dont know why im writing this, no one will read it, if they do, no one will comment or even really pay attention to what im writing, that's how it goes in the world these days, people dont wanna talk about intellegent interesting things they just babble about stoopid shit like celebraties lives and what she sayed yesterday....
but yeah. but life has been getting better, thanks to dave muh bes frenn, hes just amazing like you dont even know... like no bodys business<3
well everyone; have an amazing life and live heathy
love, bekah blunt.